Sexual marriage!

In my marriage, my husband was always telling me in the beginning how all of his friends were married for so long and they stopped having sex so I made it a priority to make sure that we had sex a certain amount of times a week, and that any extra time that he asked me or inquired about it, that I was always trying to be more attractive and more available available to him. During all of this time, I didn’t think about the toilet was going to take me as a wife and a mother or how I would feel about my sexuality around other people or my kids, and I definitely didn’t take into consideration that there might be a time that I didn’t feel satisfied or that I wasn’t wanting to have sex with my husband. It was crazy, when I finally reached the point where I wasn’t giving it up every week does anybody else feel like that?